hellohello
Cause it’s you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to Lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you
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Saturday, February 24, 2007, 11:14 AM
haiz,lifes a bitch
everythin is like shit
todae,was a fucked up day
i woke up at 430 and well TRIED to study
i was spendin most of da time tryin to keep myself awake
everythin in my book didnt seem to make sense
had a headache in da car on my way to school
my daddy knew i was dead tired,
he accidently admited he brought my sis out to see car.
tts like- argh,but i hve no energy to say anythin.
i had 2 ct pps today
aft tt went to play in the library wif shimin and joanne til 12.15.went to tanglin mall to eat wif mikoh,tania and cat aft emath class
left for trng wen crystal called
ran 3rounds of the stupid slope,shack,paddle lodge route
nor(replace coach) kept pestering me to smile cuz she said people wld capsize n flowers wil wilt if they saw my sad face.she didnt noe wad was rong
well ill tel u,everythin-
hah,deres no reason to smile anymore
anyway later on,round 5ish it started to pour like anythin.
bad thing:
- everythins bloody
-im freakin cold
good thing:
-i love the feeling of the rain on me
anyways,aft trng i had to take bus hme /: n it was COLD
reached hme,bathe,drank hot tea
i cant take it,my cramps are so bad
now tt im hme alone again,im bored
im exhausted,mentally
all i wan is a fireplace and warm hugs.
lifes a fucked up thing and i always tot its up to da person to make it fun
wad
IF u ran out of reasons and energy to make it fun
it has always been special fake smiles.i forgot wad it was like to be happy tts all,nth more
out-